[	My moooood	|	tired	]
[	the tune-age	|	girlfriend-gym class heroes	]

i havent got much time to write anything of any kind of importance..but i must say that school is almost out...HELL FUGGIN YES!

headed down to FL next thursday for a week of tanning and relaxation.

it is quite possible that i am attracted to someone...(oh and for those of you that dont now i AM single now..fuck yes) ah we will have to see what happens there eh? not sure as of now but im definitely down to just be chill and hang out with them cool kids i call friends (most of em anyway). Theres going to be a "Fairwell to cassie for a whole five days" lunch party that is to occur wednesday the 15th with some homies. it shall be funnnn mucho mucho fun. call me if youd like to join in..the more the marrier!!!!

HOLLER! so yes it is time for sleep time nappy bye!

[	My moooood	|	accomplished	]
[	the tune-age	|	ass like that-eminem	]

ah my loves

i write again with much dismay. Its seems as if now days my world is becoming more fragile with each day that passes. Sounds dismal i know but its the only logical conclusion that i can come to. I think ive spent more time at work then anywhere this week. I find solitude there...with the people and such. i feel as though i can relate to some more then others but all in all i think i like being around the care-free attitude. theres just something awesome about being able to sit and listen to someone talk for hours. ITs better then talking, i think listening is my new favorite activity. I thought about how much i could learn just by sitting and listening to peoples lifes stories. Pretty intresting things i must say, but it helps me to understand people and everything. which may cause me to change my college major once again..im not sure yet. I may stick with PR but psycology seems a little more promising considering the fact that i like to listen

who knows...we'll have to see what the future holds for everything. and by everything i mean everything! family friends boys school work play...my whollllllee life.

<3

[	My moooood	|	content	]
[	the tune-age	|	pretty ricky-grind on me	]

i write again. This time with much on my mind. some of which i wish not to get into too much detail. To sum most of it up..this week has been the longest and most emotionally draining ive had in a LOONG time.

I guess the perfect time to start would beeeeee monday. school...da da. whatever..went shopping with ms.jenna and had an alright time. She got pissed cuz i was on the phone with mr.casey and mr.steven most of our trip out but she forgets that if im out with just her shes either texting kiel, talking to kiel or that mofo is with us. So F that dude. i like to get phone calls and it was fun cuz those boys are cool a hell...well one of them...youll knoow why

So tuuesday..where the hell to start with tuesday. i guess to start off...i had a fun conversation with ms.keri and mr.steven the day before...you dont wanna know. so i guess they talked for a long while online and she told me what was said the next day. Some of the stuff was...out of the ordinary...and she said he came on a little strong. So i called him and left him a voicemail....blah blah. Just said some stuff sounded creepy. whatever. So there was a security meeting on tuesday at work and i left at like 5 and got there and was talking to the lovely angeleeka when andrew and talya asked if i wanted to go to warwick? high and pick up jasmane with them so i did. got there and its too cute in that school...possibly cuz i havent been in one that isnt tabb. She wasnt there so we went back too take the stupid fuggin "guest first" test to get in. Of course i passed. hell fuckin yes. saw steven...he was pissed and wouldnt talk to me. so i was upset with that...eh a lot of things happened. Sat with casey cuz everyone else had a merry time up where i should have been. But i enjoyed sitting with casey. THe prints for star wars didnt come in so the screening was cancelled. Afterwards things just blew up and i was so frustrated i cried..thats just how i am kids..i dont get angry..i cry. shazam. so chanty came to talk to me about what was wrong and i told her so she,being the most awesome person ever,  tried to talk to mr.steven to find out exactly where this PMS came from. He was being an asshole and showed no signs of caring that not only was i upset but now michanty was. he was being an ass so she gave up. we all went outside to chill and couldnt find anything to do. Later on we (me terence, josh,angeleeka, laain, richard, and bryan) went to zeros so they could get some food. then we decided to go to kyles house for who knows what. so i called casey and he was on his way when we headed out to the cars. saw dee and steven and daniel and hopped a ride from them to the cars. While waiting for casey to get there dee and them took off into the back parking lot and started doing all kinda crazy shit. It was fun but when casey pulled up we all got into our prospective cars and started to head out. Richard being a dumbass whips out and breaks traction right as a fuckin cop pulls up. He tells all of us to leave so we peel out and follow casey all the way to kyles. We got to the end of saunders right before you turn onto harpersville and the light turns green. Casey goes, then i go. I wasnt paying too much attention but i heard some kinda noise and thought nothing of it. we get to kyles house and realize theres nobody behind us so we wait there and then we get a call from richard who says that terence got hit. SO we all hop back into the cars and head back that way. we pull up and off to the side and i see a big white fuckin SUV and terences little green car completely spun the other way with the hood all fucked up and totalled. I saw terence sitting on the ground talkin on the phone. i started to cry cuz ya know terence is like my brother. so we all stand there and terences mom pulls up with his sister and stepdad. A whole lot went on but when i was talking to terences sister and him we look over and see his mom in cuffs. At that moment both of them run over and after another minute his sister is in cuffs too. Terence like takes off and Laain grabs him to try and calm him down and like 12 cops were chasing him and before i knew it he was in cuffs too. It was crazy. so after i little bit i couldnt take it anymore so we headed back to kyles where i cleaned my face cuz appearently i rubbed mascara all over my forehead. haha so we chilled there and casey thought it would be funny to give kyle my car keys so kyle takes off down the stairs and we all hop back into my car and kyle just drives. so we drop bryan and laain off and casey went home and  he drove back to hisplace. My phone was dead so i had to go use his. mom was pissed. made an excuse. said thanks..got lost then found and got home. terence was online when i got home so i was a little less worried.

wednesday was an alright day. Mr. Kyle and Mr. Terences birfdays! holler so there was the real screening of star wars at 445. Terence said he was gonna go up there so i went up there at like 430 and waited with andrew for him to get there. The line for ther 1201 show was insane. So he gets there and he tells us he has three charges against him and his mom is still in jail. He might have to go to trial and he has like 6572157324 witnesses so i think itll go smoothly. so we hang out and go to the pet store and dollar tree. Then im told im getting called in at  830 to work. wellll damnit. so i got get my uniform and work from 830 till 1 in the AM. Saw steven...still ignoring me. Talked to chanty about it and she thinks that i should say something but hes the one mad at me soooo yea. lets show a little maturity here.

thursday was booooring. Slept pretty much through the day. Worked from 430 to 845. almost punched walter inthe head. hes not a veryu good manager. I had to ask like 27 times for a new nacho server thing. and 40 times for large icee cups. 10 times for ones and hes gettin pissed. He thought that running drinks for andrew was better then anything. IT WASNT. so i get off and head home. blah blah

today. no work. nobody to chill with. Grr. my rooms a mess so ill do that. I was supposed to hang out with casey but i guess things fell through. he actually wants to hang with me. how neat considering most people are all into the "summer loves" they have found. WHATEVA.

so yea. thats my week in a nutshell.

i would just like to say to super steve(but he prolly dont read this shit anyway..nor would he care) that although i dont know what i did wrong...or whatever. im sorry? but i wouldnt have hurt to have shown a little wee bit of maturity and said something to me instead of completely leaving me in the dark. your my friend...and id like to think im yours..you really dont act like it and it sucks. You know i love ya and everything...but i guess theres nothing for me to say if you want to cut me off....

im out

[	My moooood	|	exhausteddissapointedconfused	]
[	the tune-age	|	40 kinds of sadness-ryan cabrera	]

This is dedicated to mr.terence edwards. the BESTEST COOLEST mofo on the east coast!!! wanna know why...this is why

datboiteedagreat: i will handle it

CaSSieBOne22: terence is the best
datboiteedagreat: no cassie is the best and she deserves to be treated better

CaSSieBOne22: what the hell would i do without you?
datboiteedagreat: hopefully you wont ever have to know
CaSSieBOne22: i wont
CaSSieBOne22: ill make sure of it
datboiteedagreat: okay i will too

gosh darnit that kid makes my day everytime i talk to him. HES definitely the reason i stay at amc. and no people we are not dating...hes like the older brother i never had. And i love it!!!

terence-you are w/o a doubt the greatest person ive met in a loooong time. thanks for everything you do for me. I appreciate it more then you know!

on another note... MR.Super steve has decided to leave his post at amc. DAMN YOU steven. im gonna be sad if he leaves but happy if he gets the job he wants...but still sad at the same time. Im guessing that i wont get to see him too often before he leaves..he has no idea. and maybe if you read this steeeeeveeeen you would. and you would come see me all the time cuz iim the coolest person you will EVER meet in your life. And id really hate to lose you as a friend ya know?you know i love ya all sappy-ness aside...im tired and dissapointed and confused and ....just exhausted.

half day tomorrow. holler. gotta get stuff ready for the yard sale, clean my room, finish my project, and go to work. Maybe ill have time to chill with some people tomorrow...hmmm the choices the choices.

but for now i shall go write more interpersonal things in my journal....g'night

[	My moooood	|	busy	]
[	the tune-age	|	N*SYNC-for the girl who has everything	]

arg. i hate playing tug of war with my job. but i think its final. I love it.

last night was mucho fun despite the fact that the whole crew wasnt there. Rodney however was there. im a my wits end with this kid telling me what to do. We got hired at the same time so NO he doesnt know more then i do. kthnx

Terence is my favoritest person ever cuz just is. im mucho tired though cuz i was on register allllll night *gasp* ms. caroline even congratulated me for being on haha. Even though i had a break i spent the whole thing standing outside the break room with kyle and casey chatting it up. Gosh they are such cool guys. i should chill with them more often. Hmm got off at 1115 and waited in the f'in hallway for like 10  minutes waiting for terence to walk with me to my car cuz i get scurred. He takes longer then a girl to get ready i swear! but kyle kept me company all the while. Hes my new homedawg! haha

ew. i might throw up. I just drank a flat soda. BBBLLLEEH. i REALLY want to get rid of my sunday shift 1.cuz its mothers day 2.cuz i need to work on my project and 3. just cuz i dont wanna work till 1045 on a sunday.

today heres the list:

get up (check)

clean litter

clean room

shower

redo hair

start laundry

go get mom a mothers day present

work on project.

i have ONE of these accomplished. LAME. i guess i better go get started

[	My moooood	|	content	]
[	the tune-age	|	the mars volta-the widow	]

Hey kids.

long time no update i know. im horrible at keeping up with this thing ya know? i guess you can tell. But life has been a rollercoaster since my last update. im really hoping that itll change and be alright. Who the hell knows.

school

or the worst time of my life. i cant wait for it to let out for summer. I currently suck at life and slacked too much third quarter so im having to work a lot to get my grades up to 80% and hold it there for the rest of the year. So i dont have to spend my summer in fuckin summer school. ick. i mean its not that hard but i cant miss one thing or im screwed. whatever.

friends

The friend situation has been really good. Im finally able to realize who deserves to be in my life. The only ones worth it are the ones that prove they me in theirs. amen to that. i have gotten really close to some special people these past few weeks and those are keepers. most definitely (alicia Z, keri, chanters, jasmane, kimmy, eric, super steve and nikki) I really do have some of the bestest friends that have ever walked this earth and they have helped me through the rough times that have past and the ones that will inevitably come soon.

family

Wow. this is quite a touchy subject considering what has happened to our so called family since last time. Jenna has a new boyfriend. Kiel (said like kyle) Its all good. I met him after the fall out boy concert on the 12th of april. He seemed cool but i had NO idea what was gonna happen when their "relationship" blossomed. Basically i havent really seen my sister in 3 weekes. It really pisses me off to the fullest cuz although she is my sister she is also my best friend and i have been pushed aside yet again. The first weekend they spent it together in richmond with amanda and jonathon. The second week she went back and forth to fuckin chesapeak to see him then spent the whole weekend with him, now after that weekend she said she was gonna take a break from going back and forth to see him cuz he was gonna spend the weekend here with us. Well monday-he comes over and i have to spend my quality time with her and him. not fun shopping with them and he left a garlic powder filled pretzel holder thing in the back of my car. Thanks ass. Tuesday she goes over there. Wednesday shes over there. Thursday he comes over to give her crap cuz she was sick and Friday saturday and sunday he was here. What a joyous thing. Not really. now here it is monday and where is my sister?? ill give ya one guesss. I wouldnt have a problem with it if he wasnt fuckin creepy. tellin her he loves her and that she should move in. WTF!!! Im happy for her-dont get me wrong- to like the fullest. But honestly it shows how desperate you are when you shove your family aside and make your mother cry every other day for this kid. And she tries to tell me when i get my next boyfriend ill want to spend all the time i can with him. Not really i can barely stand to see my family everyday. how the hell am i gonna want to see my boyfriend EVERYDAY, alll day then talk to him on the phone and online. Its waaayyy to obsessive and thats how people clingy. Thanks but not thanks for the advice. I can handle mine and seeing as how i dont have a boyfriend and yours has turned this house upside down i suggest you dont say anything about anyone else until you sort out your priotities. Kthnks so for now i guess its goodbye best friend.

work

i love my fuckin job. i love the people. i love the managers (most of them.) i just love it all. its really the only place i can go where people are just chill and have a good time. School cant even do that cuz theres so much preppy ass drama up in tabb. GRRR. but as far as i can tell everythings going alright. At least with work and my car. The only two things that i  can say i have complete control over. Goodness. I just need a place where i can go and spend some time away from all this. Hmm. we are currently on a girlfriend hunt for michanty and somehow i got thrown in the mix and my girls have convinced themselves and me to a certain extent that i HAVE to have a boyfriend. Maybe i do maybe i dont. we'll see what happens eh?

so i guess life in general is just chaotic. i handwrite a lot of stuff in to my journal cuz its more freeing but i can find time to do this as well everyone and again.

i bid you all a good day. i have procrastinated tooooo long

<3cassie

[	My moooood	|	happy	]
[	the tune-age	|	you should let me love you(remix)-mario	]

cassie has her car now kids!

ah its so pimp i cant handle it. ill have to take a picture and post it up on here. its the jimmy.

everythings going alright....for the most part. went to lunch with keri lynn yesterday at cheddars! it was so much fun! and i love that girl so much. we had a good time. a definite do over...made me feel like a grown up..haha.

its funny i say that considering im like almost 18. I dont wanna grow up..kthnks

got to work at 3.. haha adn im making a mixed tape for my car..haha w00t.

[	My moooood	|	sad	]
[	the tune-age	|	the cicadas song-autopilot off	]

hello again my loves...

ive got a lot of my mind so pardon me if this entry is full of ranting opinionated randomness. Life right now kind of sucks. And im not being a pessimist or anything. theres just something thats not quiet right with me these days. I have noticed and especially my mother has. i think im just fed up with the lack of movement? in my life. The lack of productivity. i feel like life is passing by and im just up in my room on myspace or sleeping. The people that surround me everyday dont seem the same. Like in some weird way they see me different outside of school .which is why most of the people i know-i only know them in school. and in that case i dont really know them at all. same goes with work. I just really wish my life was as fulfilling as i want it to be. i dont get to do the crazy things that ive always wanted to. plans fall through-people change and leave. And im left here alone each time. Im think im slipping back into a depression that i had many years ago. I mean im no sad but im not happy. like at all. things that i loved just arent what i thought they were. and while i still put on a facade of happiness nobody truly knows what goes on in my mind. And to be honest niether do i most of the time. I feel like i dont have a confidant to share all this with. I have best friends and everything just some of them i dont think care very much. Take kim for instance-shes my homie. number one girl but she seems to be wrapped up in herself a lot. and her stupid "boyfriend" if you can call him that. and half the time when i talk to her she goes off into  lala land and doesnt even hear a single thing ive said. shes really grating on my nerves lately. Like today-shes got a cough...like most people do this week. and she just has to force her dad to take her to the doctors cuz she thinks its something more then that. Really its not.its the exact cough i have. But cuz shes doctor kim shes knows that drinking water wont help the cough stop. So the whole fuckin bus ride to school she was coughin inm my damn ear. and i just bit my tounge and let it go. So when we're gettin off the bus she starts again and i was like oh my god do you want some water and she got her No fuckin water wont help. shes embarassing when she uses the f word cuz not only does she say it loud but she thinks shes cool for using it. Whatever. i might just have to take a break and decide whether or not we are supposed to be as close as we once were. who knows. Im just not satisfied with anything these days. and it makes me wish that i could just wipe my life clean and start over and make new friends and just forget about whatever happened before. So i can have that opportunity to be fully happy. Granted i would want to keep some of the friends i have now but most i really could do without. they are no use to me if we just hang out at school. Cuz i hate school therefore i hate people. Dont take that the wrong way either people as a whole are idiotic and i hate them. but individually people are fuckin awesome and i love them.My family. haha should i really go there? i think i have to. They are just driving me insane. theres no quiet moment in my house even when i have that hour and half alone after school.My mom is in just every cravace of my life...shes the some of the reason im not happy. She tells me things that i already know are wrong with me. I mean fuck im hard enough on myself. it sucks to have her repeat it ya know? And my unhappiness is inadvertently taken as attitude and iget yelled at more and more because they dont see anything wrong. My dad i have realized is like a 7 year old child on coke with ADD. It takes him sooo long to get stuff done ie dentist appointments, eye appointments, my car getting fixed. I mean seriously he has known about my car sonce like janurary and conviently when i get my license i cant drive it but he'll take it to the shop tomorrow. its weird. And hes naggy. i dont need him to tell me what i need to get done in my life. Just stay out and ill take care of it on my own time in my own way. Jenna is just really pissing me off lately and she knows it. and i think she enjoys it. Basically this myspace has gone to her head and she just has too many guys to deal with at one time. its a little ridiculous for her to have a different date with different guys every night. she never makes time to hang out with me cuz in reality im actually like her only really good friend. and thats cool. Im having a really hard time believeing that we are going to the fall out boy concert without one of her little friends which is why i wanted to take someone with me in case. But no everyone is fuckin busy. I wont let her ruin this concert yo. she constantly pushes me aside cuz im always here...always and i know that she knows it. Im always willing and ready to hang out. all she has to do is say the word. and she takes it for granted. One day shes gonna say the word and im not gonna be there. maybe then she'll realize that im for real. Korey is just korey. we have never really gotten along. Hes insane and i know for a fact that he will beat the shit outta me. im just frustrated with my life in general. theres so much that i would change about it id prolly end up creating a whole new world. Its crazy. i fear that ill end up alone. even more so then i am now. i hate that we live to die it seems pointless does it not? Sometimes i wonder why my mother had kids. Ya know that maybe we were all just accidents and we really arent supposed to be here. my mom hates everything about having kids...why would she have them on purpose right? i cling to thoughts like that more often then not. contemplating why the hell ive been put on this earth. eh its not much. im pretty much waiting to just lose it and break down...im waiting. that seems to be the highlight of my life. i feel like im being confined. like i cant do anything at all although im just eight months and one fuckin day from being 18. i think tha parentals are having a hard time realizing that although i dont act like it sometimes i am an adult..or very close to being one. and being able to be out on my own. They just dont want me to ...or theyre doing their best to break me down so ill stay. either way im out.

im really done typing right now. i kinda lost the motive for writing at all. it all good.

night night

[	My moooood	|	curious	]
[	the tune-age	|	hot hot heat-goodnight goodnight	]

wow

join me when i say

school sucks. i cannot believe im back in there. SHIT i walk in there everyday and just realize how much i hate walking down those halls and through that big square that is tabb. i love my people-hate my school. whatever.

on to other things-my car is still broken. what a shock right? i knew my father wouldnt take care of it but supposedly its goin to the shop tomorrow. it best be goin to the shop tomorrow or yall are gonna see me on channel 13 for murder my dears. my plans are to hit up the mall with ms.kimmy on friday THE HALF DAY! and do some much needed shopping. HOPEFULLY. so yea. hmmm updates updates. i have stalled on my history project. eh. i can make some shit up before 6th period tomorrow. and my product/service planning project for marketing as well! i suck at life..i know.

ohhh i got to see the projection room yesterday! i was so excited. mr.casey took me back there. it was awesome. but shhh dont tell anyone. im tryin to get doubles this weekend so im gonna do my best here. i hear that there are new people a comin this weekend and i have to get first crack at em. i hate that they are throwing new people into the mix. we are such a big happy family already(most of us) why throw new people in the mix? i dunno. i mean i love new people but i dont want it to screw up the lovers i have! haha.

whatever. the inferno 2 is on and im supposed to be in bed so im gonna go pretend.

HOT HOT HEAT's new cd comes out tomorrow! i have to have it!

<3

[	My moooood	|	indescribable	]
[	the tune-age	|	you owe me an IOU-hot hot heat	]

welllll

today has been quite a day. my car will be fixed tomorrow by a mechanic..300 f'in dollars. that i dont have. hm. work was fun cuz greg was there. hes the best <3 EVER.  i love it there!.....so yea..school tomorrow. DAAAANNNNG it. ugh. i hate it but only 2 and half months left till we out. im worried about my grades but theres not much i can do. UGH..

time for bed.

[	My moooood	|	crappy	]
[	the tune-age	|	hot hot heat-bandages	]

hello again

today has been so freakin rough. more rough then normal. ick. i woke up at like nine with a killer headache and runny nose and a cough. like yesterday. so i went downstairs and cooked some breaky and watched chicago <s>by myself</s> with barkely. got my new straightner in the mail today. its fuckin amazing! heats up to 438 degrees! aweeesomme! mom evened out my lovely trim job i did a couple weeks ago. lost a lotta hair. i had to go to work at 3. 100.3 temperture. i think thats a record. but i went in anyway and saw andrew logan....i dont know if you remember from past entries but he reeked havoc in my life for about 3 months with his little crush. ick. i avoided him and did a damn fine job thanks to laain! um worked as much as icould....kept gettin coughin attacks and so they sent me home around 6 and let jasmane stay till 1115. so i came home had a lil suppa and played monopoly with jenna mom and dad. needless to say i suck but i held it down. i was first out like always. but its all good. danced around alittle bit. humped my mom. haha you know how we do here in the jensen house hold! now im thinkin im gonna wash up nad go to bed. cuz my hand is shakin like crazy and i dont know why. hmm oh yea and i got told today by someone who shall remain nameless that i dont deserve all the friends that i have cuz i dont appreciate them so i think ill take a time out and let them all know i love them!

i love you......jenna,jasmane,MICHANTY,meghan,kim,super steve, lashanda, courtney, terence, lynette, kendig, talya, sean, lydia, angeleeka, tommy, elizabeth, andrew norris, boramey, daniel, rodney, caitlyn, miguel, marcus, katelyn, eric, dana, devon, KERI LYNN, destinee, janine, kendal, catie, mallory, ashley michelle, jose, cheryl, crystal, alicia Z, brian bizull, warren ass bush, megan, aja, tahara, jordan, travis, joey, korrey, ericka, pamela, emily, briana, cathy, will skanklay, moose, ray, the other jordan,  casey, steffan,  abe, christine, tabitha B, tabitha S, steph, claire, fallon, christina, janea, amber....the list goes on but these are the coolest of the coolest homies! and i love you all very much.

what now biotch?

<3

[	My moooood	|	sick	]
[	the tune-age	|	bubble toes-jack johnson	]

kids-

i am sick once again. i seem to get sick easier and easier these days. gosh darnit. i pretty much spent the whole day in bed sleeping. didnt help much. but i managed to get enough energy to go out shopping with jenna tonight. it was fun. she spent like four million cajillion bahillion dollars and i simply spent 59.03! yay for me. i got some shhtuff that was a must have

*my chemical romance cd (cuz mine is f'ed up)

*a cute freakin jewelery box

*the chicago dvd

*a pair of knee high pink polka dotted socks (oh yes i know theyre hot)

*a photo album

it was fun. i have to work tomorrow..booo. i hope i feel up to it

dad is fixing my car this weekend. i have to pay for it and he said it would be around $20-$30. not so bad! and im buying a new door (even though i wasnt the one that karate kicked through it) and im cuttin a hole in it and putting a doggy door so that my kittie can just come right in and not wake me up 14257527638 times in one night to get in or out. thatll cost around 50 bucks...not so bad and thats why i love me some lowes! :) my mom ordered me another straightner. i already have two but this one is supposed to be a super duper coolio one. so i hope it works when the weather startes to get all humid cuz if my hair poofs (which it may very well do) im gonna have to get it relaxed or permed straight. my mother is doing everything she can for me not to do that cuz "ill lose my beautiful curls" whatever. i lived with them  for 17 years...its time for a change.

so yea thats about it. i think ill go take a shower and curl up in bed!

spring break is over in 2 days and some change :( summer...i cannot wait for thee. come fast and go slooooow!

<3

[	My moooood	|	tired	]
[	the tune-age	|	amanda perez-i pray	]

wellllll

i did it kids! cassie got her damned license! soooo excited!

i know you all are proud

I have a cough from sleeping with my window open. it hurts. my car is still broken and im ready to hit up the road. shoppin shoppin shoppin!

i have a very enormous list of people who are going to join me in tearing up the 7 five 7

*ms. kimberly danielle

*ms. meghan elizabeth

*ms. alicia zapotoczny

*mr. raymond

*mr. brain bizzull

*ms.angeleeka

*mr.marcus

*ms.keri lynn (although she has her license)

my car definitely needs some breaking in. id loooove for you to join in

[	My moooood	|	anxious	]
[	the tune-age	|	my chemical romance-the ghost of you	]

hello kids!

i know its been terribly long since i have last written and im sorry for that. takes time trying to organize ones life into a semi non chaotic time. tons have happened and im not gonna sit here and let you in on every little detail that has crossed my path in the past 2 months? just been living and have a damn good time. i got to see my husband again on feburary 5th. it was a fabulous show. and i am very proud to announce that i cassie lynn jensen will have her license as of tomorrow! i know you all should be very proud. 2 years of permit ownership was coming up in august. i dont know if i coulda handled that. but to my dismay my car is broken. bleh. hm im horribly addicted to myspace <3 as most of us these days are. im loving every minute of it. im still employed at the am freakin c! i still love it and have met many intresting homies. whom i love with all of my hearts. others not so much..but its chill. i find my self gravitating to the more "real" people i guess you could say. the non drama territory. and i must say...those are some VERY cool kids. but with cool kids come a tad bit of drama which i embrace cuz a tiny bit of drama keeps me sane.im having a tad bit of an issue though which i will discuss and i hope to get some feedback from you lovely people!

a friend of mine (and by a friend of mine i really mean a friend of mine) whom ive become semi close with over the months is presenting me with reasons to assume that we are not as close as i previously thought. its really hard for me, and i know its shocking,  to approach this person because its predetermined that the person will freak out-or something along those lines. i love this person to death and to lose him/her as a friend would be devestating because of the absolute fuckin amazingness that is that person. i thinks its just weird to be called a "friend" but then have to find out things from other people. cuz then im just like yo wtf? did i not deserve to know that? cuz i would just love to be able to congratulate that person more then anything. and seeing how this person is possibly leaving the land of va i would like to establish a solid friendship. i have lost too many friends/potential best friends from them moving. its craziness. and it seems like im trying extra hard not to lose this person because i feel a weird ass-ed connection to him/her. not in like a romantic-i wanna sex you up-kinda way but in like a i dont have to use words cuz i know what your thinking kinda thing. and this person should know who they are by now..at least i would hope. so for now-ill just leave it at that.

any advice or anything for that matter would be greatly appreciated seeing as how i dont ask for advice like ever!

im all a jitter about tomorrow and ive pissed like 700 times although im not nervous. please wish me luck. i should be getting into bed right now so i bid you all adu!

[	My moooood	|	busy	]
[	the tune-age	|	fly-hilary duff	]

wow so i havent updated in awhile. i guess thats what school does to a person. but yea...nothin much has really gone on so im not gonna do one of those long ass updates on nothing. so yesterday at school i got to see somebody get smack in the face with a bookbag. it was great. i went to work and that was a very emtional night. it was just ugh. i have just had enough of this whole andrew situation.. i knew that if i didnt go out with him i would catch shit from correy and mark. and what was unexpected is that i caught some crap from matt too. it was just all too much and i just brokedown. and i loooove all the people there that were there for me. but i thought about it and none of this would have happened if andrew could just keep his mouth shut, as far as going anywhere with him, thats not gonna happen. hes caused way to much shit for me and its done. im done. im happy kim was there to talk to me! and lideea, my ethel (lol) mike and angeleeka. travis told me i should just complain to a manger, i dont want to make it a problem. i can deal with it on my own. correy isnt talkin to me and im not talkin to correy. he doesnt seem to think he has done anything wrong. so wutever. fuck him. i duno if me and mark are talkin cuz him and correy are buds but i dont really care as of now. they can all bite me. i have soo much to do so imma go get started!

<3

cassie